tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91224012687491558602011-08-04T09:27:41.437-07:00I recently learned that by overanalyzing I am only making my life more chaotic!Rimanoreply@blogger.comBlogger161100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-88875447569971259332010-04-30T07:42:00.000-07:002010-04-30T07:51:40.931-07:00

This is for me to remember in the future, here is what my profile description said before I changed it:"Her main vocation was to roam mountain forests and uncultivated land with her nymphs in attendance hunting for lions, panthers, hinds, and stags"I've been going through a lot of changes lately. Over the past few months I managed to change my physical appearance, fitness and personality. It is a

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So it has been a while since the last time I wrote down my thoughts but many things have happened in the past 13 days that have been mind consuming.After twisting my ankle and not being able to run for 10 days, I finally was able for the first time in my life to run for more than 30 minutes (3 miles) straight...it felt great!! This running schedule that I've been following was fantastic and now I

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I just got back from the emergency room. It is about 5 am now and I can't sleep. My mom is still there but she wouldn't let me stay with her, she thought if she sends me home I'll get to sleep. I have been telling her to go to the doctor for the past 3 days but she keeps telling me it's nothing and tonight she just passed out three times from the pain. I don't think I've ever been that worried

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-45223287601269556012009-07-09T16:51:00.000-07:002009-07-09T17:18:46.422-07:00

I was just reminded of a conversation I once had with a previous interest of mine. There was a level of boldness and openness in the conversation that made it quite interesting yet on the other hand the cards weren't completely on the table which kept it quite challenging. I was just thinking how things would've been different if that person waited a little longer to have that conversation with

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-31303610784056271982009-07-07T00:47:00.000-07:002009-07-07T01:25:59.618-07:00

I've been debating whether I should write something tonight or not...and I decided since I am thinking it might as well write it, maybe it'll mean something to me in the future when I look back and read all that I've written so far.My family for the first time are very supportive of me being a vegetarian, which feels great but on the other hand one of my closest friends who I expected to be

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-18394339316192534522009-07-06T00:33:00.000-07:002009-07-15T15:33:55.970-07:00

I sort of had a weird weekend; I don't even know how to define it. It was a busy weekend yet kind of slow. Friday night my friends came over and we went out later on that night. I did something that I haven't done before, which is dancing without drinking or without being buzzed also I did another thing which is dancing in a restaurant/lounge with no designated dancing area knowing that most

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-11230504614593062542009-07-01T22:45:00.000-07:002009-07-01T23:31:51.226-07:00

We all see the world through our own eyes, regardless of how objective we think we are being while observing, we still see the world through our own perspective. I just watched the movie Revolutionary Road with three other people and noticed how each one of us only paid attention to the part that related to their lives or issues. One who got a divorce recently commented on how the biggest problem

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I am supposed to be sleeping now but I woke up with two thoughts; one is worth mentioning because it tracks my progress and one I've been avoiding long enough. The first, I did something I never thought I would be able to do. I made progress on the self-improvement goal that I've set up for myself and it feels good. I never thought that I would be able to put myself "out there" which is not

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A good friend of mine showed me a Sufi book today. To tell you the truth I don't know much about what it means to be Sufi but from what I read in the book it had a lot of wisdom in it. I am not the one to define myself with one term or another therefore I'll never become Sufi or anything else regardless of how much I might be impressed by it and how much I might support it. I create my own

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-25932702209328882302009-06-29T23:48:00.000-07:002009-06-30T16:56:56.960-07:00

I recently walked away from an antiwar group not because I stopped believing in the cause but because I didn't like the way that things were being run and all the hidden agendas. Walking away from the group didn't bother me at first and felt like it was the best decision I’ve made this past semester but now I can't help but feel some sort of emptiness inside...like I lost my purpose in life. I

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-959844657998811762009-06-28T23:17:00.000-07:002009-06-30T14:30:53.129-07:00

I said before that I am going to start taking things at face value. No more overanalyzing things that occur in my life. However, I can’t help but notice the way he looks at me and I can’t help but speculate what it means. I’ve told him before I want nothing more than just friendship and he said he wants the same…and I know what you are thinking but it wasn’t one of those moments where he tried to

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-41262663335537039502009-06-28T21:06:00.000-07:002009-06-28T23:03:12.432-07:00

Different events took place in my life recently that made realize how life sometimes can be ironic. A friend of mine wasn't willing to give up her own freedom and lie to herself for this guy who wanted all of her to fulfill his own insecurities. So this guy infuriated by this, spent the past 4 months of his life trying to portray her to people as a horrible Satanist person who only loves

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-13753706118017865142009-06-26T13:38:00.000-07:002009-07-13T14:07:57.184-07:00

I've been without a car for almost a month now...my beloved car broke down and I haven't managed to replace her yet. We called her Betsy because she reminded me of an old lady that was really cool when she was younger. When Betsy first broke down I thought I need to get another car immediately; I can't survive without a car. It has been about a month now (maybe a little over a month) and I am

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-591466608962858512009-06-25T15:39:00.000-07:002009-07-13T14:07:14.068-07:00

Many things happened through out my life that made me the way that I am today...especially when it comes to how I am with guys. It is said in physics that to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. In my case, it works similar to how the brakes of a car work. You apply pressure to the brake pedal; let’s say after the car has been going 80 mph, and the car stops. This relatively

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-33257303536784139152009-06-25T14:30:00.000-07:002009-06-30T16:44:51.521-07:00

One of my guy friends, who doesn’t know me that well, said that Circe would be a perfect nickname for me. When I asked him why, he said that she is a powerful goddess who lures men and then turns them into pigs and kills them. That definition is not quite accurate but the fact that this is what he thought she represented and still thought it was a perfect nickname for me, made feel awful. About a

Rimanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9122401268749155860.post-56482685940067486092009-06-25T10:58:00.000-07:002009-06-28T23:47:07.506-07:00

I have been struggling with a lot of things lately. Different thoughts have been crossing my mind. I don’t know what to make of them or how to read them. I don’t think I’ve ever been this confused before in my life. I’ve been trying to figure out the difference between my self-perception and how others perceive me, what I mean by my actions and what is understood from them. I've been going over

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